My One and Only Whiny Post

This sucks. There, I said it. I know I have to find joy in my sufferings...but sometimes, it just sucks. I just downed a handful of my medications and my tastebuds are shot. Can't enjoy food right now. I'm prepping myself for another injection with Neupogen, which stimulates white blood cell growth. But the bone pain that comes along with Neupogen isn't fun. 

Shaved off my hair last weekend and have been confined to my knit caps and Sunday wig. I thought Isaac might freak out upon seeing me for the first time sans hair. Such a good kid...he just wanted me to play with him. 

My Sunday Wig

Everyday is a battle for me. Depression is right around the corner. Not an easy feat to fight it off.  But I'm taking measures to prevent myself from throwing in the towel. Having personal quality time with Christ on a daily basis is key to keeping my outlook positive and uplifting. I don't know what His plan is for me but I know He will reveal it to me in His perfect time. I just have to remain patient and faithful to His calling.